I'm just me

Someone once told me, "You're like a mustang. No point in trying to tame you." I laughed at the analogy at first but then, I realized it's true. If someone pushes in one direction, I push harder in the other. If someone tells me no, I want to make it a yes. If someone tells me I can't, I'll do anything to succeed at it instead. It's just the way I am 90% of time. The thought of letting anyone, especially a man and no matter how much I love the, tell me what to do or that they want me to do certain things or that I should (that's always the worst word) do certain things...well, I can't handle that. I just want to be me and do what I do.